Plotting Horse


They said Yes!
June 28, 2009, 17:21
Filed under: New job?

IKEA Communications offered me a job!

I will be writing copy for the catalogue and website starting in the middle of August. It seems like it is a fantastic place to work and I am excited about the opportunity.

My husband and I are going ‘home’ to Canada for a visiting vacation in 3 weeks. Then when we get back, I will have to start at my new job. That means I will be busy for the next three weeks. I want to have my manuscript ready to ship out before we leave for Canada. One of my beta-readers has just finished with it and the feedback has been pretty good so far. A lot to correct though. Also, one huge issue, in  that he didn’t pick up on a major reveal. Basically, the whole story changes when the reader realizes what is going on. I’m hoping that my other beta-reader will have cracked it. When I was incorporating the secret behind the story, into the story, I tried to be really careful not to give away too much; I didn’t want to be hitting the reader over the head with it. Well, seems I didn’t even touch him. Ooh, I hope the other b-reader caught it. Otherwise, I think I will have to give the manuscript to a third person for a read-through after I’ve made the corrections. Might be a good idea anyway.

Somehow, getting feedback is nowhere near as scary as I thought!

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dream a little dream
June 26, 2009, 10:59
Filed under: Writing

I woke up this morning, deep from a dream.

I seem to be dreaming a lot lately, waking up either suddenly in the middle of action or gradually surfacing to consciousness as the setting fades and slows. There is no particular theme, although horses and riding have been a pleasant recurrence in the past few weeks.

This morning I’m thinking about how dreams are stories. That’s a pretty simple truth, but some people always are asking ‘how do you come up with that stuff?’ about my stories, like they couldn’t possibly conceive anything out of thin air. Well, everyone dreams, hence everyone has the story-making capacity in them. Granted, it’s subconscious. But that’s another thing: writers are always talking about that mysterious muse and that indescribable place they have to go to get their stories. That sounds much less like bullshit if that muse and that place is one thing: the subconscious.

The subconscious

The subconscious

Now, we all hate talking about the subconscious, you’re not the only one; what – after Freud and everything. It’s all so wishy-washy: maybe it’s like this, maybe like that. That subconscious is also quite a hamperer to our lives – always wanting to reveal our true desires to the surroundings, always secretly lusting (that is really just the subconscious though, right?), always making us feel guilty or angry or sad.

Take a look at Adrienne Rich’s poem Diving into the Wreck. It’ll drive you nuts, just like your subconscious. I think this poem is about examining the subconscious (or The Wreck) for information about humanity and existence.

We are, I am, you are
by cowardice or courage
the one who find our way
back to this scene
carrying a knife, a camera
a book of myths
in which
our names do not appear.

Maybe the book of myths is the bible, where there are people connected to god in a way that nobody today is connected to him. Or maybe it’s just a book of the past – the start. Adrienne Rich is a poet, so I will venture to say that at least part of the reason she is down there in the wreck is to get something to write about. Well, alternately maybe the reason she’s a poem writer is because she’s interested in exploring the wreck.

Note: I am still amazed that there are some people in the world who in contrast have absolutely no interest in that prehistoric wreck.

Margaret Atwood in the book Negotiating with the Dead – A writer on Writing talks about how writers are divided people. They have two parts to them, and they do not have much control of at least one of those parts – much like all of us with our brains, divided into conscious and subconscious. The writer often doesn’t know where the writing came from – Browning’s impulse to write Childe Roland to the Dark Tower Came for example. Atwood also talks about how she thinks writing is motivated by a fear and a fascination with mortality – and so, the place the writer has to go for his stuff is as close to death as possible.

And what access point do we really have that might be close to death? In my opinion, we have sleep. It is black, we are gone, will we wake again? When we sleep we are controlled by the subconscious and presto – that is our gateway. Get the subconscious and you’ve got it all!

They do like to make it sound so hoity-toity though, them writers, don’t they? Like it’s so profound and deep. Like writers know everything and have the most dangerous job in the world. But really, it’s just the subconscious, that squishy underling of consciousness whose neural pathways we cannot thread. It’s just, perhaps, the thing that connects us to humanity via the collective unconsciousness (Jung: it is the product of ancestral experience and contains such concepts as science, religion and morality) and it just creates patterns in life and makes us notice particular things and learn the thing we most needed to learn.

Also, it makes love, right? (Not physically. I do that.)

What have you dreamt about lately?



Hrmmm, I have a query.
June 24, 2009, 09:56
Filed under: The Query Letter, Uncategorized

Having my manuscript at the beta readers, I am working on a query letter. This because I am not to worry too much about what thoughts my story might be conjuring up in my two readers, as this could very well cause me to become a psychotic lunatic. Or just supremely paranoid, or heavily depressed. So, I have decided to ignore the whole thing and pretend the story is pretty much ready to ship out. Hence the query letter.

Although, I can now say that I am happy to have started in good time. I’ve never written one before (gasp! First novel? And never written a query letter? Does that mean, never have sent anything out to try for publication?) (YES!! This is exactly what it means! Please just wish me luck!) and so it is all new to me.

A query letter is a professional letter to an agent about the work and the author. It should contain these things:

  1. agent name
  2. genre of work
  3. suck up to the agent/presentation of knowledge about agent. (Don’t ask me why this seems to be necessary! I think the guise is something like: ‘my book is just like all the other books you represent, so please oh please dear god take me on… It wouldn’t be any work for you, hardly. Please. Please!’ – Sure, agents are busy. But we are busy too! I don’t have time to read even 1 book that each agent has published. Much less do I have the money to go buy these books, because of course I’ll just look ridiculous if the books are so successful that they are in the library! I must be a humble little worker bee. Note: I may be entering this whole business from the wrong angle. Yes, suddenly I’m starting to suspect that I will need an attitude adjustment at some point before landing an agent. I’ve never been known to keep a secret, and I’m sure I would have no qualms with telling said agent about all the issues of his business. He/she might not like that. Depends how good the book is, I guess.)
  4. Title of work
  5. word count
  6. the story – not a plot outline, but a ‘grabber’ like on dust jackets. Sandra is a working mother, she suspects her next door neighbour may have murdered someone. When Sandra breaks into her apartment she finds something very intriguing…
  7. Info about me. There’s not much. I’m hoping to land this copy writing job at IKEA, as that would give me one more line. But basically, this info is ONLY to tell the agent if you have already sold other work – that you were successful and sold many copies and got fabulous reviews.
  8. Your name.
  9. Some agencies like a few sample pages, while others will vehemently throw  your query in the trash if they find anything but a single page and a SASE in the envelope. (SASE – self addressed stamped envelope). I’m sending snail mail because otherwise I will never get any rejections back! Sadly, I will need rejections to read to believe that the agent has actually received my query and worked out what it is. Is that some sort of deformed confidence – that I would be more likely to believe that the query was caught in spam rather than in the agent’s grease trap? So, check the agencies website to see if they want sample pages. 

I’ve already got a list of eight agencies, that I will be starting with.

Next is… All the other stuff.

I’ll get back to you with the ins and outs.



Lady in green
June 6, 2009, 09:36
Filed under: Riding

This week I got just what I needed at the barn: trail-ride!

We took the whole hour walking, trotting and galloping through the trails in the woods. When I got to the barn on my bike (it’s a 35 minute ride to get there – and for this reason I am looking into switching riding schools – more to come about that later) there were dark clouds gathering overhead. In addition to that, there was some sort of EU election party going on, very close to the barn, with really loud music, so I didn’t think we were really going to ride out. Therefore, I chose a horse that I hadn’t ridden before; she was on the list and I was first to chose, so I figured this was my chance. I rode Lady:

Lady

Lady

I’m not sure how old she is, but I’d guess something like 10 or 12. She’s quite tall and with my dummy method of measuring in comparison to my forehead, that’s 16.3 hands. As you can see, Lady is very elegant, with those long legs, and if I may say so myself, I looked rather fetching on top of her! I had no idea what she would be like to ride, especially on the trails, so was really hoping for an arena hour. Last time we rode out Pia explained to us  that this was what horses were really like! – All wild and spooky and wanting to gallop! (:o oh my!)

That’s probably why  Pia  insisted that we ride out and claimed that it wouldn’t be her fault if we got wet.

Anyway, everything was fine! It was a blast! Lady is one of the smoothest riding horses I’ve ever ridden! Her trot, canter and gallop were all smo-oth, her back hardly moving. She was very comfortable. And for such a big horse!

Also, she was very calm. What she was most interested in was yanking off leaves from the trees and bushes and munching. The trails are so lush right now that most of the time there was green right in front of her face and so I couldn’t stop her.

Just what I needed! This week I have been doing the final read-through of my novel before I pass it off to two trusted readers. My baby going out into the world and all that. Sink or swim. I’m nervous!

A quick update on last week’s riding class, which I didn’t have time to blog about.

I rode one of my favourite horses (like: if I could, I would buy this horse. If he was for sale, if I could afford a horse, if I was experienced enough to own a horse, etc etc.) Varo:

Varo

Varo

He’s 7 years old. Spunky, fun, thinks he’s a rock-star, but is scared silly by an awful lot of stuff. I’ve ridden him before when he’s been really spooky and once when he bucked and tried to take off repeatedly, but now I know that it’s all just for fun. And, he never got me off. He really doesn’t jump very high and he takes short steps, so it’s easy to stay with him when he lurches to the side.

Most memorable moment from last week’s ride: inside leg to outside rein!

I got it! It worked! Bent horse around my inside leg, flexed head/neck a bit to the inside, pushed him out with inside leg, felt him fill out the outside rein (while keeping flexion to inside), instantly followed him down with the outside rein and voila! He was on the bit! He lifted his back!

I lost it in the trot because I can’t sit and apparently even my posting is not too smooth. But I got it back in the canter!

He is a superstar! In my book at least (well, he’s not actually in the book, silly).

Only thing is that he totally loses forwardness when he’s collected. I know, that doesn’t sound right to me either. But he does. He’s lovely, but he could canter in the spot. Guess I should have attempted a pirouette! It’s like, as soon as he’s pushed on, he resists. Like collection is not so much about strutting for him, but that rather, he just feels really good! Does that make sense?



Well Now.
June 3, 2009, 10:10
Filed under: New job?

She said and sat back, grinning mightily. Next week I have an interview with the fine folks at IKEA. Wish me luck and professionalism!



My fictional demise
June 1, 2009, 17:03
Filed under: New job?

I have been busy writing a copy test for IKEA because they have an opening for a junior copywriter. A good friend of mine works there as a copy writer and she encouraged me to send my resume with cover-letter.

joke ikea job interview

joke ikea job interview

This would be a really fun job for me, so I’m hoping it works out!

On to other news! My plan was to hand over my novel manuscript to 2 readers this weekend. Surprise – I didn’t have time to do the final read through! Now the moment of my fictional demise will have to wait a few days. Yes, I am nervous, of course.  However, I am also 100% committed to making my book the best it can be! At this point that means that I have to get the input of other people.

I will let you know how it goes… If anyone else has gone through this process and you want to share, please do! Did anything your critics said surprise you? Are you still friends? Were you totally defeated or were you excited to move on and make the changes needed?